he is lying..

im so confused r8 now.. why would a guy lie to me wen i dont do anytg to him.. u knw just call me and lie.. whether he is a psycho or im just too naive or stupid until someone can actually call n lied to me.. i didnt catch him red handed lying to me. i just GUESS tht he was lying.. gosh.. wat type of guy is tht.. a friend told me "maybe this guy just wanna impress u".. but by lying or cheating?.. if he happens to read this..( whatever u did is so not impressive!!).. and wat make me write bout him today.. i like this guy.. i just like him since the first time i saw him.. didnt expect this type of behaviour from him.. so thts it.. im planning to just forget bout him.. just dont wanna call or text anymore.. do whatever u want man!! im no longer interested.. im no longer attracted to you.. (thnx to my not so lil's cousin who actually be my brain n make me think properly).. mmm.. it makes me wonder.. does guys do this all the time? lying? their so called 'white lies' are just unacceptable in my dictionary.. i prefer to hear the truth though the truth hurts.. but i prefer tht instead of being cheated..

*then theres another guy.. this is a psycho (im so sure bout it!!).. this is his msg to me today:

"if u regards me as your friend we can meet, you look beautiful with the cover (referring to the scarf im wearing), if you uncover will it be more attractive, or.." thts all.. i dont really get it.. wat does he meant? so i replied to him : "hi mr *** if u wanna be friend with me please respect me coz i dont need this type of shit from you".. hows tht? hihihihi i knw its super rude.. i think he deserves it.. now he replied.." i respect you thts why i appreciate ur beauty.. alamak.. people are not allowed to praise? i never ask bout sex..maybe u just misunderstood my statement.." mmm wat do i say.. guys are dumb sometimes.. actually most of the time.. they just dont knw wat is the right thing to say n the right thing to do..

**then come back to this guy.. who lied to me.. let me call him mr brainy.. since he think he is super duper smart.. he is very smart actually.. he taught me alot bout biz.. thts why i was attracted to him in the first place.. but then maybe he is trying too hard to impress me without knowing tht im actually already impressed and attracted to him without him even trying.. u knw wat i mean?.. attracted to him for wat he is, not for his money or any other ability.. (including his ability to lie..) someone else told me "maybe he lied to get ur attention.. to be emotionally attached to u.." (he lied bout being sick, really really sick)..now this is an opinion from a guy.. so basically.. this is how they think.. how their brain works..lie to get attention.. mmm..in this matter i have to be fair.. even women does tht.. lie to get attention.. wat bout emotionally attached? he wants me to feel sympathy? or wat? the truth is i just dont know.. i wish i can ask him straight wen i see him.. "were u lying to me all this while? " hows tht? hihihiihihihihi.. im so sure he wont be able to answer me..

*** so tht is the thing thts been bugging me all these while.. (guys guys.. wats wrong with u all..) they are so complicated..n they go around telling people women are complicated..

##im out##

i'm done..

im done with my jogging..(again..its in my dream).. im actually done setting up this blog thingy... thought of goin home but still attached to this thing..and im waiting for this guy who actually ask me to wait for him coz he wanna talk to me.. so here i am writing crap n waiting for the guy.. i can see from the window in my office, the sun is setting down.. finishing its duty for the day.. while im still here.. procrastinating.. not doin' anything..

* sometimes i think someone has put a spell on me or in my office, so tht i become lazy n dont wanna do my job.. (its just a lame excuse to get rid of the guilty feeling of procrastinating..) but its kinda true.. im so excited to go to office.. but wen im here im not doing anytng..other than this... writing crap n browsing around.. n before im off to home i'll tell my self to get everytning done tmrw.. n wen tmrw come.. guess what? i'll wait for the next day to come.. i guess this is wat i do best.. PROCRASTINATING.. i wonder whether all working people are like this.. excited to go to work.. but then not doin their job properly.. or not get it done at all..do they give excuses? or they just dont bother? how many percent of working people out there who actually committed to their job n doin it whole-heartedly.. i guess we all have our own purposes or plans everytime we step out of the house.. u knw.. like to really working or just to get rid of the people in the house..

*mmm..let hope now.. wen tmrw come.. i'll really will get my work done n be a better person.. i think i should suggest to my parents to send me to the military school o some sort of course .. so tht i'll be disciplined...

(LETS HOPE THEY DONT DO BLOGGING N DONT READ THIS.. IM SO NOT GOIN TO THE MILITARY SCHOOL!!!)..

##im out##

i'm jogging..

im suppose to jog now..and im jogging.. hihihi..(in my dream).. pegi jogging 2 ari pastu lima ari tak jogging langsung..and im suppose to diet tapi dah 2 malam lepak kat mc donald..great recipe to kip fit (fat!!)..and im so new in this blogging thing..(introduced by my lil' cousin, i guess she's not so lil' anymore since she starts blogging..) and im so sure she is addicted to this thing now..(ca study ca..buat thesis ca..!!!) dont blog around..hohoho..

*and im so confused r8 now until i dont even know if im actually writing bout her or bout me.. whatever it is.. thnx my not so lil' cousin.. for introducing this thing to me..which im very sure im gonna get addicted to it just like the way im addicted to facebook..

*actually im so bloody bored over here..thts why im addicted to all these thing in the computer and tht is why i cant stop writing here too.. the laptop is like my soulmate, my best friend, my life partner, my significant half or whatever u call the thing tht u cant leave in life..

***so basically...im screwed.. r8?

##im out##